Hello!! Merry Christmas!

Hi guys... never been online for a while. Well, I'm back in Singapore, for like three months already lol. Today's Christmas! Merry Christmas guys(: Starting school in like a week, going to TKGS. :D I miss Idaho, and all my friends and classes, but all good things come to an end, but hopefully I'll experiencing it in the near future, for example, College. I miss Grant, Ian and Dom. Those three boys who held the most impressions on me. Ian still loves me though, idk about Grant. Sometimes I just wanna hear his opinion the most. What was I and am to him? A friend or a suitable girlfriend? We tried, God knows we did, but he wasn't into it. I guess maybe we're just friends. Acquaintances at the least, but he shouldn't have led me on after we broke up still. He patted my head, teased me...it's really hard to imagine that there was nothing going on. But here's this: it's pretty sad when everything you want in life is maybe. Maybe he'll text me back, maybe he'll talk to me, maybe he likes me but maybe he's to scared to show it. But the thing is, maybe doesn't come true. Because no one says maybe I love you. Maybe I should just move on, but he took something from me, and I'm not complete, to say the least. Maybe I like him more than I should've ever liked a guy. He holds my heart in his hands. No matter how hard I try to forget about him with Ian, and I feel bad about doing this to Ian, I care about him, but my thoughts always seem to go back to Grant. Maybe I'll see him again someday and we can sort out what happened then. It might be years from now, maybe a bump in the streets in New York City, or even on a vacation somewhere in Europe, I hope to finally hear his opinion, because people lie on the internet, and you aren't even hearing the true sincerity in their voice. Grant's a good guy, but he has his cons as well as his pros too. He can be selfish, a cocky asshole and a jerk. But he can be helpful, loyal, a good buddy, encouragous and brave. He's handsome too btw(; please, don't you trust my taste in guys? lol a skateboarder, and his strength is in his maths. Hopefully he's be successful next time. Maths can lead you to good jobs(:

Hmmph

Hey, I wonder why I didn't go to the annual Korean Music Festival held at Hollywood every year. I mean, SHINee was 11 hours away from where I was! I'm so pissed offf now. FML! OH MY GOD!

Returning to Singapore

Guys, guys, guys! I'm going back to Singapore in September! Can you believe it? It was like not long ago we were talking about Ms Sei and not wanting to go to school. Now we're in Secondary 1 and two years have passed so fast! When I ggo back, I'll call you guys up and we'll go party! hahahaha! My birthday is coming in October too so yeah baby!!

SHINee World

Ok guys, if you don't know or like SHINee, you better start listening to them because they will change your life. I've got a couple of SHINee songs in my iPod so go listen. They're the best, and I can't believe I didn't listen to them till early this year and I feel guilty. They've been around since 2008. They're a contemporary R&B South Korean band.

Band members:

-Lee Jinki(이진기), born December 14, 1989, better known by his stage name Onew(온유), is the leader, one of the main vocalists and oldest in the group.

-Kim Jonghyun(김종현), born April 8, 1990, commonly known as Jonghyun, is one of the main vocalists in the group.

-Kim Kibum(김기범), born September 23, 1991, better known by his stage name Key(키), one of the rappers and vocalists in the group.

-Choi Minho(최민호), born December 9, 1991, commonly known as Minho, one of the rappers in the group.

-Lee Taemin(이태민), born July 18, 1993, commonly known as Taemin, the lead dancer and youngest in the group.

Next year... High School

Dude, finally! I'm gonna be at the High School next year! Woohoo! Yeah!

'SSUP?!

o.o life is ah-mazzing. lol
I tried out this new trick(you guys should try it, I had amazing boho waves), after showering braid your hair into 2-inch sections as many times as you can. Then sleep with it overnight. The next day shake loose and comb a sharp-toothed comb through it to break it apart. lol It's awesome. Looks like I crimped it.

I miss Nick.

Hey guys,

I miss Nicholas Lim and I'm gonna miss the three AAA's. Sigh. Gotta get them to my party....

OMG, first day of 7th grade math truth revealed by Grant

"I remember the first day you got to math,
Dom tried to hit on you, and Mrs Gorman caught him."

LOL, Dominic tried to hit on me, on my first day of school. He was and always will be a cassanova. To be honest, I didnt notice anyone that day. That day just passed like a blur. haha

Btw... Enya.

It's YOON JI HOO if you insist on saying his Boys name but his real name's KIM HYUNG-JOONG. Not KIM JI HOO. Pfft. A mixture of both names huh? I dont think sunbae will like it.

My music videos!

Yo, my bro, welcome back!
-Kim Joon

Lol, I had to write that. hey check out the second and third songs. The second is Kim Hyung-Joong's "Be My Girl" and the third's SS501's "Cuz I'm Stupid". Btw, SS501's Hyung-Joong's band. He's the lead singer.

kim ji hoo!!!!!

i like his hair!he looks like eric nstratton...only eric is cooler and hotter!omg!hje sat behibnd me i hope he can't hear WHAT U GUYS SAID!

My Kim Joon

Dude, after watching Boys Over Flowers, I fell in love with Kim Joon. Dude, he is AWESOME, he played Song Woo Bin in Boys. The MV over there is by him. It's called Jun be OK ft. Kim Hyung-Joong. Btw, Hyung-Joong is the awesome Ji Hoo sunbae! They are so awesome, I could just cry!! I love Kim Joon! He is my forever love!!